Kirsty’s prompt for this week’s confessional asks us to share our biggest roadblock.
I had a post all planned – about my writing – and the fact that I don’t even try. I blithered about my fear of failure and my apathy but… the post wallowed in my drafts folder and I didn’t get it finished before heading off on a long long work trip yesterday.
It gave me time to think however… and I realised, if I’m really being honest, my biggest roadblock – when it comes to life in general – is my weight.
Nothing’s changed since I last talked about it here. My BMI (at 45.8) is still ridiculously over what it should be.
I keep seeing this quote:
And I feel like I’m ready for change. I feel desperate for change. I cannot keep going as I am now – unhappy at how I look, my level of fitness, my health and ‘me’ in general.
I prevaricate over my options (as long-time Diet Schmiet readers would know I’ve tried anything and everything, including NOT dieting) and yet I do nothing.
But in writing this post, I’m pondering…
Is my excess weight my roadblock; or is it the fact I can’t lose it? Or is it my attitude to my body and my weight? Or is it (h) All of the above? And #inrelatednews I’m kinda over it all and tired of thinking about it.
|I’m making an attempt to get my blogging mojo back by posting EVERY day in April. #holdme
I’m going to be using prompts from a few different challenges underway. Today I’m linking up with Kirsty from My Home Truths for I Must Confess’! And yes… I know I’m a day late so I’m also linking up with Jess for IBOT.
Free image (with my text) via handsandhustle.com.